Just 3 Words..

It's time to say it
Confess what's in my heart
It has grown heavier
Since we've been apart
I got use to your letters
Your voice on the phone
But now all is silent
I feel deserted-alone

It's time to confess I'm longing for you
You made me feel
As no other could do
A beautiful woman
A special friend
Does your silence mean
We've come to our end

It's time to tell me
What's in your heart
Is it your intention
To keep us apart
Have I been a fool
In poetry and song
If I have just say three words-
Say "Goodbye-so long."

No More!!!

Sugar coated lies
With kisses in-between
I was the biggest fool
That you have ever seen

Listening to apologies
With made up words of love
Time and time again
Giving honesty a shove

But pain builds up
And it’s whispering ceases
Time to face the facts
While the pain increases

Forgiveness impossible
Within this shattered heart
It’s time to begin healing
As two hearts exist apart

Sometimes I Wish

Sometimes I wish I could go back in time
and pick up all the little pieces of myself
that were left along my journey through life

Sometimes I wish I could freeze just
one single moment in my life and make
it last the entire season of eternity

Sometimes I wish I could feel whole
again and be loved for who I am, not
for who they think I am able to become

Sometimes I wish I could just lie
in the cradle of a pair of loving
arms and be held safe for awhile

Sometimes I wish to be stroked and
loved until I have travelled the entire
length of every single rainbow hue

Sometimes I wish for a companion
besides God to listen to my heart
and read the message in my eyes

Sometimes I wish sometimes I wish
God you know sometimes I wish
that one of these wishes come true

I Tried...You Lied...

Waves crash over me
They're formed from tears I've cried
And pain drags this heart
To it's watery grave
My forgiveness a
Babe in arms you murdered
Love, a game to you
Of torture and abuse

I tried you lied I cried
This bridge has now been burnt
There's no rebuilding it
Not after what I've learnt

I can't swallow past
The tears that clog my heart
I'm swimming against
The current and drowning
I reach out to grasp
A life line that's not there
I call to my God
And beg my Lord for wings

I tried you lied I died
The bridge mere memory
Of those chains of bondage
I find that I'm now free

Lets Pretend Dear..

Let's pretend to take a few steps back in time
Where once upon a you were mine
When all those stars were in my eyes
And my heart believed all those sweet lies

Let's pretend it's you and me
Sharing secrets deep into the night
Let's pretend we're deeply in love
As together our souls take flight

Let's pretend we're forever
One...born of two parts
Let's pretend words aren't needed
As we share all within our hearts

Let's just keep on pretending
You...and me...as one
Let's just keep on pretending
And forgotten is when pretense begun

If I Could Make A Wish...

If I could make a wish
And have it last forever and a day,
I would take you in my arms
And this is where I'd stay..
For there's no one else I know
That holds my heart like you,
And I know someday, baby,
You'll realize this is true.

If I could make a wish
Your lips would be on mine,
I'd slowly sip and savor you
Like only the finest wine.
For there's no one else I know
That gives me so much pleasure,
And I know someday, baby,
You'll see that you're my treasure.

If I could make a wish
Our bodies would unite,
There's nothing I'd love more
Than making love all night.
For there's no one else I know
Who gives me passion like you do,
And I know someday, baby,
All my wishes will come true.

If I could make a wish
I'd start by making things right,
I'd take away all your doubts,
And hold you through the night.
For there's no one else I know
That means as much you see,
And I know someday, baby,
You'll learn to trust in me.

If I could make a wish.
It would be just you and me,
No worries in the world,
Just happy as can be.
For there's no one else I know
Who with me, makes the perfect rhyme,
And I know someday, baby,
In another place in time.

If I could make a wish
I'd go to the next lifetime to be with you,
I know that you're my soulmate,
There's no doubt I know it's true.
For there's no one else I know
That is my destiny,
I know I'm meant for you,
And I know you're meant for me.

You Were A Lie

You told me that you loved me
why did you leave me to cry in the cold
you swore this time was different
why does that line seem so old

You told me I was the only one
who could make you feel that way
you told me that you cared about me
so why didn't you stay

All the nights you kept me
alone in the dark in my bed
now I finally realize
you were just messing with my head

Love is such a powerful word
a word people often misuse
something they take for granted
something they beat and abuse

My wounds run deep inside me
there's blood all over the place
I think I’ve really lost it this time
I'm ashamed to show my face

If Only...

If only I had done the things
That keep true love alive,
I wouldn’t have to acknowledge now
That our love cannot survive.

If only I had described to you
The joy you brought to me,
Instead of bringing you complaints,
You wouldn’t have set me free.

If I had touched you, kissed you, Love,
If I had loved you stronger,
If I had appreciated you,
We would have lasted longer.

If I had often said to you,
"It’s you whom I adore,"
Perhaps you’d still be with me now,
If I had told you more.

If only I had treated you
As if we were best friends,
I wouldn’t be alone in grief,
As our faded love finally ends.

If only I didn’t have to say,
"If only, my love, if only,"
I wouldn’t be all by myself
So sorry, sad and lonely.

Is This What Love Is?

Is this all we have together?
Is this what love really is,
Yelling through a quarrel
And making up with a kiss?

Why can’t we get along?
Why do we have to fight?
We starve true love by day
And feed lust all through the night.

I wish we’d settle down;
I wonder where peace went.
Why do we pick at each other
Why can’t we be content?

If this is what love is,
If tenderness has flown,
I’m thinking more and more,
It’s better to be alone.